JuliaGabriella

It feels so good but at the same time it's still so confusing. Is this what I want? Yes it is. But how will it be when I look into it through your eyes? Will it be the same? Can I make it the way I want it and just let you follow ? I don't know...And again, I hate to not know but if I knew I wouldn't have gone for it. This feels wierd too. I have no clue and yet I've never been more certain. Still, I hate that this is what you used to have and that, that is exactly what I want, why didn't I see it before? But again I will never be like you I just want the shell you used to be surrounded by.